Psalm 37:3-7

"Trust in the Lord and do good; dwell in the land and enjoy safe pasture. Delight yourself in the Lord and he will give you the desires of your heart. Commit your way to the Lord; trust in him and he will do this: He will make your righteousness shine like the dawn, the justice of your cause like the noonday sun. Be still before the Lord and wait patiently for him..."

Friday, May 29, 2009

First Days!!!

Hey, friends!

I am so excited to just write to y'all finally! The internet here in Chosica (a couple hours from the airport) is fast, so I can actually do stuff. Unfortunately, I didn´t discover this place until yesterday, and we leave tomorrow morning to go back to Lima and then off to our respective villages.

Okay, so here´s a recap of what the past 5 days have been like. Saying goodbye at the airport was, to say the least, awful. I won´t say anymore. The flight was good, minus right before the flight when I realized that I didn´t have my folder with my official birth certificate, driver´s license, school id, and copy of my passport. Yeah....major freakout before I even left the US. But it all turned out fine, got my folder back, got on the plane, cried a bit, and settled in for my 6 hour flight. It was a really good flight and passed pretty quickly, but I´ll go ahead and get on to the more exciting stuff.

After we landed, went through customs, and got our baggage, we met up with the rest of the REAPSouth group that had arrived before us and got on a small bus to travel to the camp in Chosica. Trying to sleep that night was awful, but the next day was exciting as we started up training and as we got to meet and get to know our teammates and other summer missionaries. Pretty much every day (all day) this week we´ve been listening to people speak about various topics, including different ministry techniques, cultural differences, adjustingetc. It´s actually been really interesting stuff and not what I expected. I could spend hours and hours writing about all the cool stuff I´ve learned, but I won´t. It hasn´t quite felt like I´ve been a foreign country for these past 5 days because I´m still surrounded by Americans, and I´m so excited to get to the villages! It´s really beautiful here, and I could truly go on and on and on about the cool plants and sights here, but I just don´t have time.

All the staff, Journeymen, missionaries, and student summer missionaries here are awesome. Hearing their hearts and just the way that God has called them and used them has been so encouraging. I´m so excited about my team because I think we´ve all really clicked (for lack of a better word), and I think we´ll work well together. My teammates´ names are Shane Hess, David Jacola, and Kelly Pajal (she´s our translator and is so nice!). I´ve been practicing a lot of Spanish, which is good because I am building more and more confidence.

God has really been working on my heart since I´ve been here, and I wish I could express all that has changed in me and all that God is doing here in PerĂº. And these changes aren´t a result of some emotional high that came from this training because there hasn´t really been an emphasis on being emotionally charged. It´s much more serious and focused here, but fun at the same time. No, this change isn´t from emotion, it´s from God showing me that I haven´t been seeking him as I should and that I´ve been holding back out of fear and selfishness. I guess it takes a mission trip and the realization that I´m going to be ministering to people very soon to make me really study my Bible. I´m not just reading, I´m thinking, meditating, and God is showing me things that I have missed in passages that I´ve read dozens of times. Instead of feeling unprepared and unready like I did before, I´m excited and passionate about going and sharing Christ with people. That´s not to say that I feel ready and prepared, I´m just trusting God so much more and relying on him to cover my weaknesses, so I don´t feel unprepared....if that makes any sense. I wish so much that I could actually put this into words! I guess it´s just that before, I was looking at myself and how much I lack, and now I´m just focusing on God and how powerful he is. I can´t thank y'all enough for praying for me! That´s another thing God´s shown me this week: the necessity and importance of prayer. I´ve been spending so much more time just praying, and I just encourage y'all to do the same.

Like I said, tomorrow we go back to Lima, and my team is spending the night at a hotel in Lima because we have a 17 hour ride (fun, fun) to Southern Lucanas and we´re leaving at 4am on Sunday. I´ll try to upday this blog as much as possible, but I´ve been told that internet in our villages is dial-up and will be very slow in loading things.

I have so many prayer requests, but here are just a few:

-Safety for all the teams
-Unity among my teammates
-Humility and flexibility for me :)
-That God would continue to work and change each of our lives and remind us that he is in control
-That God would continue to prepare the villagers to be open and receptive to us gringos and more importantly to his truth and amazing love
-That God would do big things this summer through all of the teams and all of the summer missionaries around the world

I love you all so much, and I´m so thankful for your prayers and thoughts! Keep commenting because I absolutely love hearing from you!!

En Cristo,

Kim

P.S. Here´s Shane´s blog address: perumissiontrip2009.blogspot.com. I think he´s uploaded a few photos.

9 comments:

  1. I'm so happy you found the internet place! Way down at the bottom of your blog, I tried to update for you a little. You know Mom, all over the place and rarely typing in the right spot:P Everything sounds like it's going well and thank you for the specific prayer requests, in case God is tired of me asking for your safety and His will over and over..Try to embrace each moment with your head and your heart darlin'...I sure do miss you and love you wamhaamgb-mom

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  2. KIM!!! MY LOVE!!! i've been checking several times a day waiting for an update!
    soooo glad you're doing well, digging in, feeling uplifted and encouraged!
    when those ugly lies about inadequacy and weakness slip in(which they will, they are sneaky little gremlins) you just combat them with this:
    But he said to me, "My grace is sufficient for you, for my power is made perfect in weakness." 2 Corinthians 12:9
    you ARE weak. you CANNOT do this without him. and he knows it and he makes allowance for that through his POWERFUL spirit which is within YOU and which comes out when you humbly deny yourself and your pride and realize you can't keep going of your own will! so you jest tell dem lies to skee-dattle when they try to tell you you're going to fail. because the Lord is bigger than your weakness.
    i love you so very very much! can't wait to hear more! (and maybe see you in july!)

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  3. lovely lovely, of course, my dear. sounds like the training is doing its job -- teaching you not just the actual knowledge you need for the next few months, but those priceless insights about God's role in this whole thing...or better said, your role in God's whole thing.

    i love reading your words and imagining your sideways smile or tilt of your head as you say them...

    love love love
    catie

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  4. Looking forward to the next post from you! Embrace each day and be sure to write in your journal if you can't post very often. We at home need fresh memories to keep us closer to you! Keep letting us know your prayer requests. I will pray many times daily for you and your team. May God bless and keep you safe and doing His will. Love you so big and miss you bigger...Mom

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  5. Kim,

    I LOVE you. I'm so excited for you. I'm so PROUD of you. I'm praying for you.

    Brooke

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  6. Kimbo, Hope all is well and that the altitude is being nice to you. Reminding you that I will be out of internet access until Thursday. Call my cell if it's possible or check in with Dad at home. I love and miss you and pray for you and your team. God bless and keep you in His care..mom

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  7. Kim...I'm so proud of you and what God is leading you to do in Peru. You are there for all of us who can't be there. Bless you, be safe and know you are loved back home. Mama Jenny

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  8. Kim, I am so glad things are finally going underway. I hope with full sincerity that your bus ride went by faster than it actually was, and that your patience is still as strong as or even stronger than before. Molly is right; this trip will not be accomplished by your strength alone but by the strength of Christ which is given to us through the solid rock foundation we have established in him. I know that this is easier said than done, but know that this mission is not impossible. :)

    As things may become difficult and the pressures of this world may bare a hard burden, remember this: "Even though the fig trees have no blossoms, and there are no grapes on the vines; even though the olive crop fails, and the fields lie empty and barren; even though the flocks die in the fields and the cattle barns are empty, yet I will rejoice in the Lord! I will be joyful in the God of my salvation! The sovereign Lord is my strength! He makes me as sure footed as a deer, able to tread upon the heights." Habakkuk 3: 17-19

    Take heart in knowing that we are all praying for you, and that we all love you back.
    "He who dwells in the shelter of the Most High will rest in the shadow of the Almighty." Psalm 91:1

    I hope that every day God will bless you and the people you encounter.
    I love you.
    -David

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  9. Kim, nada mas queria decirte que sigo orando por ti y por todo el grupo -- se que estan haciendo cosas maravillosas alli y que seran una bendicion para todas las personas que encuentren en el camino. Le pido a Dios que te siga animando aun cuando las cosas se pongan dificiles y te encuentres cansada y agotada del trabajo que estan haciendo. Sobre todo espero que estes aprendiendo y creciendo como loca :) No creo que haya mejor experiencia para una persona como tu que ama a la gente.

    Un gran saludo desde Nacogdoches!

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